St. Pattys Day!

Last night was St. Patrick's day! It was 70 degrees out, so nice!

I hung out with Rebecca during the dayy, and we went to UT for a little bit and found kyle Tate! haha

Then Tom picked me up after Reb went home and he bought me ciggs and we went to Ronnies bonfire. We were burning cloths, doors and big boxes. In one of the boxes we found canned potatoes and decided to throw them in. Well the cans didn't explode so we went on to throw the doors on. As one of the doors was already on, we hear one of the can explode which turned out to be really loud! After that we Went to UT and harassed all the drunk people!

that was basically my night.
and i think i'm going to post a blog about Cleveland as soon as i feel like typing my life away!

Cleveland!

i haven't updated this in like a month.

Leaving for Cleveland tomorrow.
Monday is Taste of Chaos.
Tuesday?
Wednesday hanging out with Anthony!
thursday coming home.

Should be a wonderful spring break, to say the least!

whataweekend!

I'm not even going to dicuss. butt saturday had a run in with the cops!

Thank you Valentines, Brian and Zach! loved the rum, ahahha

well..

I'm thankful for my life because rebeccs almost killed me by running a yellow light.

groupie love, i don't think so.

last night got wasted on brokencydes tour bus... hung out with drop dead gorgeous and whoever they were on tour with, got in a fight with one of my really good friends, Anthony. He in turn got in a fight with his tour manager. Dance party on the bus. Shoking bubble gum thing, HATE YOU JASON. Met a kid from the REALLL Orange County. Learned how to use a turn by turn director. 2 other parties. I HATE DRUNK MOSH PEOPLE AT PARTIES. Left my keys on their bus, and didn't realize it until this morning..The keys are being FedEx'ed to me tomorrow. Anthony and me made up. Lost my phone, found my phone. what a wonderful night.



well,

3 nose rings later
got pissed off
remembered I was dating someone
I still beleive i'm single, thank GOD.

travel

traveling this summer... starting to start the plans now.

socialization

Rebecca and me (mainily Rebecca) have been trapped in out houses for a while due to out sickness. Last night was the first night we both went out to party again, and wow...I believe we lost control.

Around 9:30 I met Rebecca at Waffle House, we ate out usual Waffle for good luck ( we never puke after we eat at Waffle House, it's weird).. After that we met up with Rob, Stacy(boy), Jamie(also a boy), and Ben... From that we went party hopping in UT. Someone owned a skipit which I was BOSS at. I ended up walking coatless in this winterness to say hi to kyle who was down the street. I thought I saw cops when I was going back to Rebccas car ( the group was leaving the party they/we were at) so I started running in someones fron yard (getting stuck in the snow) and ultimatly spilling my Juice in my purse.. typical me... I don't know much about the rest of my night, besides me wanting Cup Noodles all night long. AH....

////// THEME SONG FOR THE NIGHT///////
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4pXfHLUlZf4

ghetto

Nick came and picked me up last night and we went to waffle hosue. After that we went to Shanes where Emily came and got us and took us to Jericos, weird elementary ghetto school reunion.... nevertheless i made ryland and drew come pick me up to take me home becuase i was in the ghetto. yeah for dd's! and straightedge

weird dream....

Last night I had a really outrageous dream...

First i was on earth, going to different parties and what not. I was in the front seat of a car, we ended up in about 5 car accidents then decided to go somewhere...

Well, somehow we ended up on the moon, however, the moon was highly developed. On the moon there were huge highways for travel, and the whole moon was roller coaster and hotels. When were were driving down a Highway on the moon, our car somehow turned into a weird ride where we were laying down and the car started going really fast. I seriously thought i was going to die. I started taking videos with my phone because my mom didn't believe where i was at. I don't remember much of what we did until we got to this booth. On the booth were different lollipops (not suckers) To go back to earth, you took the wrapper off the pink lollipop, lick one side of it, and sick it to your back ( i know weird) then you just waited about 10 seconds and the lollipop would start taking you back to earth( no masks, no ships, nothing) so I decided to take 3 lollipops in case any of mine were to go out. We go back to earth and time changed ( it was 3:30am on the moon and 11:45pm on earth) so I go home and I then hear this story about how some girl tried to go mars but died in a solar wind flare. Apparently the only reason we would go to the moon without dying was because the earth made this fake magnetic Field in between the moon and the earth and on the moon. If i remember anymore(i usually do since I'm going back to bed, I'll write it down)

so long...

It's been a few days since I updated this...

Friday I hung around until Rebecca came and got me around 9. We ate Waffle House then went to a party in Uhills, we left there and went to Kyle Tate's house... I got reallly gone and passed out with my legs on the wall while watching Wristcutters: A love story. In the morning Rebecca took me to Burger King, then home.

Sunday I slept 3:30 Pm - 9am...Almost a whole day.

Sunday me and rebecca went the mall and saw a black guy with a green cape and a rinestone eye patch! Then we went to Kyles friends house to get my keys i left at his house friday. We played some zombie game..haha... we later went to Matts but I got really tired so Rebecca came over and we crashed at my place.

now its today and i'm sick, ahhhhh

JAN 14th

Today was shane's 19th birthday!

After anatomy I went to shanes house to hang out with some people I haven't seen in a really long time! Allie had a little white surprise so i was stoked on that. Drove Jakes car to find everyone at Shanes house beer. Then went home... the night was really more interesting that those sentences make it out to be.


First week of the semester and the classes are going good so far. I might drop anatomy becasue it seems almost tooo easy.

snow, snow, and more snow.

Mid Friday through late Saturday was all snow.

Friday Rebecca wasn't allowed to come hang out due to extreme weather. I then debated with myself whether I wanted to go to Nick's party. I decided to go because I didn't want to waste a Friday night. So I venture out into the mini blizzard to go to Nick's party: alone. I get there and know a few people. I played a game of 12 cup with Steph, and we won. Then Shane and Emily showed up, thank god. Allie and Nichole also came, and I haven't seen them in forever so that was nice. I then met these kids named Kyle, Matt, and JP who were going to walk home in the extreme winter weather. I couldn't let them do that so I took them home. I ended up going into Matts house, who at the time had so idea who he was ( this happens at least once every weekend), we ordered pizza with banana peppers and just talked. I then left to go back to Nick's and ended up leaving with Emily to stay the night at her house. In the morning Shane took me to get lunch at Quiznos...which was really good!

Saturday night hahahah ummmm, well started off by emily comming to get me to meet up with alot of friends at Maxwells. I left with Rebecca to go to Tom's. Thank you Cody and Matt for the Juice! Went to Waffle house. Back to Tom's. Followed Jen to absolutly no where. Saw Ryland who hates me and Reb. Good night.




MONDAY MARKS FIRST DAY OF NEW SEMESTER! starting school, ahhhh!!!!


now i'm really tired so probly going to bed.

looking back on october...

looking back on October...i miss it:
random trips to Michigan to watch the sunrise, eating whole large pizzas, being up 24/7, showing up in someones window at 6A.M, actually passing out, being carried to cars, sneaking around to see some stupid boy, getting free taco bell from my friends' crazyy fans whom later stalked us, waffle house for hoursssss, random hotel madness and getting moved to the suit, going to random shows,being an indian for halloween! wearing clothing i found in the back seat of my car, BR3WKR3W! INVADEZ when movie making ideas were in it's prime, those big multi-seat busses;), streaking, still finding french fries under my car seat, the Egyptian book!*, falling down a lot, skipping classes (still passed them) because i was incapable of making it to class or didn't go because i was too hung over, coffee with no cream and TOOO much sugar!...there is so much to look back on in that month.

i miss Allie nick Shane and i being close close friends.. and making new friends i have now, also dropping ones who couldn't necessarily keep up...
wow, times have changed...still having more fun then ever.



*shane nick and rebecca know what thats about.

i'm already forgetting what i did

Well, I didn't go to bed last night. Shane came over at 6:30 and I burnt cinnamon rolls... We went to the day care: took the kids to the bus stop, took Linds all the way to Penta while blasting old 80's songs, found out there was a Denny's in ohio? ( really excited about that! now i don't have to drive all the way to Monroe!) and played a singing game on wii. Shane and me left, I then shoveled my G-rents drive way for 20 dollars. I spent the 20 on unlimited boneless wings, and ate more then I thought I ever could and almost died! I came home and fell asleep, woke up around 6ish ate and now I'm writing in this so i don't forget my life.

This weekend is going to be crazy, I can already tell!


yesterday (7th) i hung out with Rebecca and Shane at swells where we saw and sat with Steph, Garren, and John.

that day before that (6th) i went to jericho's with Shane Emily and Jordan, it was really weird to say the least... I'm supposed to go there today with Emily and Shane, but I'm scared. honestly.

sushi lessons

I got no sleep last night and surprisingly i had enough energy to finish out my day. Shane came over around 11 to hang out, we looked at houses and then went to Chipotle with Shane and Rebecca which turned out to be a Prom '08 reunion because Erin and her boyfriend were there...Well, like 8 other people were missing, but still. We then went to the mall to be disappointed in the fact that there was no free chicken samples. Afterwords I came home and hang and we got sushi take out (which is the point of me writing this bulletin; becuase i want to remember to do this). It was really good, and while we were their we read that they were going to have sushi making lessons. I decided I'm going to take them classes for some vegetarian cooking recipes. After that we went to Maxwell's with Shane and Rebecca, Drew, Mo and Cammeron met us up there. Then Nick sang wonderwall like usual, and his voice has gotten a lot better. Now I'm about to play Halo on my computer.


I'm really stoked about to sushi making lessons, and i just realized I'm extremely tired.

Finding Myself

Today has been all about realization, growth, and reassessing my goals.

I decided to color my hair dark red again. Dying my hair was more then just a look, it's a life (SAVE THE RED HEADS!)... but seriously, every time i dye my hair, it's like shedding a old layer of myself and growing into something more spectacular. Today I am more mentally stable then i have been lately. I guess I'm not doing as bad as I previously theorized. I'm in college early, I'm making decent grades, I have a goal in mind, I have family who love and support me, and i have friends who keep me down to earth and sane. All I'm missing from the picture of my life is a stable job.

Tonight I went to Waffle House with Sadia, then we went to Maxwell's and socialized with Steve, Caleb, Cdem, and other friends...Then we went to Tom(ledo's) house and chilled with his friends while working endlessly on a 300pc Backstreet Boys puzzle, and defeating little Pumba's in Kung Fu Panda. I didn't go to Matt's 21 party however, because I realized that I need to tone down the partying just a notch for a weekend, well, one day at least.

Its Saturday Morning...

Well last night actually ended up quite fun.... Rebecca and I went out to eat at Negoya and got our meal basically for free. We were basically treated like celebrities since she works there. We got sat despite the 45 min wait, everyone came and talked to us ( well, reb) and the sushi guy loved us. We had seriously the best dinner ever : sea weed salad, miso soup, sushi, and the huge teriyaki chicken dinner Rebecca had.

After dinner, we went to Molly and Leah's apartment with Josh.... We were not so stoked when we weren't drinking at all and stuck in a room playing Left4Dead for about a hour.. the night got progressively better after a few games of 6 cup. Who knew straight edge kids knew how to have so much fun? The night entailed a cock sock, bawlzzz, me re tossing my sea weed salad into the toilet, passing out in someones lap, a million pictures of cleavage, weird text messages, peoples odd obsessions with being possessive, and someone touching my ta la la thinking i wouldn't notice. By the way, since when were guys so stupid and can't tell when I'm clearly not interested?

me at Molly's, sums up my stablebility.



I woke up very disoriented this morning, and forgot where i was. Rebecca and I made out routine trip to Waffle House, realized that their food is a main staple in out diet, then got coffee, and now I'm sitting at home reminiscing about last night.



I'm finally getting a new tire for my Subaru today!!!!

2am thoughts

Why do the most profound thoughts seems to rush to my brain right before I rest my head down to sleep?



I lie in bed wondering if I'm heading in the right direction. Am i taking the necessary steps to achieve the goals I have mentally embedded in my head? Is it normal to not be certain what I want to do the rest of my life? A piece of me wants to just pick up all my things and leave to an unannounced destination, somewhere where no one knows my name; the loneliness, however, would most likely be unbearable for a person of my nature. My goal in life is to join the Peace Corp. to help better the lives of other people, I want to help better someones life. However, will I ever be mentally capable of achieving such a huge goal? Secondly, I want to get a taste of different cultures, and travel around America meeting new people with different prespectives, and ideal about happening in society. I have two goals which entail such strain to change my current life, to sculpt it into something way more productive. Some days I am able to cope with my thought and start making changes in my life direct my path where I want it. Moreover, I then lapse and give in to the personal need of wanting to go out all the time, and lose focus of what I want. Is this an ongoing cycle, or will i be able to step out of my rut?

looking back at last year, this is the new year.

I'm going to try and update this more..



My life in 2008 was completely insane to say the least. To take a look back on the year of 2008, I can only explain it with random phrases; too much partying, too much sleep, not enough studying, three jobs: two of which i stopped showing up, being a freshman in college a year early, getting a beer belly, turning 18, a crazy Halloween weekend, losing friends, gaining friends, blowing almost $1,000 on absolutely nothing of importance, losing my retainer, out with sally the sunfire in with my new Subaru, waffle house, hotels, band boys-bad news, awkward mornings, 9A.M wake-up calls, driving to Michigan for unexplainable reasons, being old enough to go to the bars yet not at all mature, my insane insomnia, passing out in bathtubs, alcoholism at its finest, cuddling with a friend to stay away from a boy(s), being the shit at beer pong, Bowling Green, hanging out with a crowd in which the average age is 21+, friends apartments, spilling open drinks in my purse on multiple occasions, knee boarding (almost dying), water skiing, Maxwell's/ campus oasis, porn site madness (Sada, this is for you), learning who I am: and who I want to be, being on the McCain Campaign, going to Obama's rally: also voting for Obama" and Obama winning election, starbucks after/during bio lab class, being the youngest yet most loud person in all of my classes, going to class hung-over and dead, Marlboro Blend No.27, Taco bell introduced a cheap ass menu and also i found a hot sauce with the motto of my weekend life on it " HELP! I can't tell where I am. It's dark and i can hear laughing.” going to an unreasonable about of concerts for free: and being complete wasted at a majority of them, riding a bull thanks to peer pressure, and to finish things off: I AM STILL ALIVE.



Now what will 2009 hold in store for me? I guess you will have to wait and see.